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00:18
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A Prison Unseen
03:30
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ugly hair and smoky eyes
glazy stare like you were crying
what did I do to you?
alter me and build me new
stab my eyes
hit me blind
it's too bright to hide
blur my senses
you're burning my retina
with the smile that I forgot you had
I do not fantasize
no no no
I do not fantasize
stab my eyes
hit me blind
it's too bright to hide
blur my senses
I'm caged in a prison unseen
I'm caged in a prison unseen
I'm caged in a prison unseen
I'm caged in a prison unseen
I'm caged
stab my eyes
hit me blind
it's too bright to hide
blur my senses
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Happy
02:46
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I'm cheating on my feelings
the things in life that made me grow, somehow
alternative behaviour
doing things that make no sense for now
you said ‘go save yourself’
but maybe I'm afraid as hell
of being alone
how happy are you now?
how happy are you now?
'call me when you're sober'
a perfect definition of your love
'happy' isn't 'happy'
'satisfied' is not 'alive'
I know
you said ‘go save yourself’
but maybe I'm aware of how
it hurts
how happy are you now?
how happy are you now?
how happy are you now?
how happy are you now?
how happy are you now?
now, now, now, now now
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4. |
Limbo
03:21
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strangers hiding under the familiar
even though I'm changing, aging
they keep getting stranger
is this who I really want them to be?
and what for?
what for?
cut me out a reason to feel better than before
but I can't lie
find me hiding underneath the paper
caught myself in danger
made of something unfamiliar
this is what I really want
but what for?
what for?
cut me out a reason to feel better than before
what for?
what for?
cut me out a reason to feel better than before
but I can't lie
better than, better than before
better than, better than before
better than, better than before
better than, better than before
better than, better than before (I)
better than, better than before (can’t lie)
Cut me out a reason to feel better than before
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5. |
[I Wish I Was] On Fire
03:25
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I'm bleeding from biting my lips
I'm your curious kid
I'm not grateful enough for this
creeping under my bed
hiding it's all in my head
I just wish that you could have stopped
me
I wish, I wish, I wish
I was, I was, I was
on fire, on fire, on fire
so I could deny it all
fighting 21-me
suicide for the queen
this is worse than it seemed to be
creeping under my bed
I don't wish I was dead
I just wish that you could have stopped
me
I wish, I wish, I wish
I was, I was, I was
on fire, on fire, on fire
so I could deny it all
I wish, I wish, I wish
I was, I was, I was
a liar, a liar, a liar
so I could deny it all
all
deny it all
all
deny it all
all
deny it all
all
I keep biting my lips
am I your curious kid?
am I grateful enough for this?
leave me under my bed
I just wish I was dead
I just want you to leave my head
now
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6. |
What You Call A Dream
03:05
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full of what you call a dream
I swapped it for my bones
I can't move what's too close
your eyes look too insecure
charmingly they lure
they're too black to reflect
wrap me up in flowers
drown me in your love
you dreamed of that
dreamed of that
dreamed of that
full of what you call a dream
I swapped it for my hair
I can't appear anywhere
I can't reach the floor
it is way too far above
all your dreams and my head
kiss me on my forehead
place me on your knees
you dreamed of that
dreamed of that
dreamed of that
I can't reach the floor
I can't reach the floor
I can't reach the floor
I can't reach the floor
I can't reach the floor
I can't reach the floor
I can't reach the floor
I can't reach the floor
I can't reach the floor
I can't reach the floor
I can't reach the floor
I can't reach the floor
I can't reach the floor
I can't reach it
I can't reach it
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Window
03:34
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I added a smile
to the pale reflection on my window glass
I stare for a while, a while until I'm tired
will you be tired too?
who lives in a box?
just a lonely stranger? anyone I know?
no one's alone like me until I die
you wish me the best
while taking the best
you
learn to love your doom
the paper boat drowned
to the bottom of the lake that's in my mind
it's killing the sound for now
until I hear screaming
who lives in a box?
every other stranger?
anyone I know?
no one's alone like me until I die
you wish me the best
while taking the best
wish me the best
while taking the best
you
learn to love your doom
there's only darkness hiding behind these eyes
only darkness hiding behind this smile
you
learn to love your doom
learn to love your
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8. |
The Wish Of Being Alone
03:26
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It feels like
It feels like you should know
The inside of me, I never show.
It heals me.
I don't show my point of view.
It haunts me.
The wish of being alone.
Invisible to you.
The urge of leaving home.
I feel light.
I feel light and aware that silence is all that I can bare.
It heals me.
I don't show my point of view.
(But) I want to.
The wish of being alone.
Invisible to you.
The urge of leaving home.
I want to be alone.
Invisible to you.
I want to leave home.
It won't stop.
It feels like you should know.
I want to be alone.
Invisible to you.
I want to be alone.
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9. |
Naked Creatures
03:16
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naked creatures
they believe in everything
on their knees and
in their deepest obedience
lack of boldness
like a bird that's buried alive
captured neck deep
staring into non-colored eyes
do it, do it
while I try to run
do it, do it
while I try to run
pollice verso
learn to take it honorably
feeling needless
with a deep need for a relief
you don't have to ask
if you want to use someone
because hidden under a mask
they will always beg you to
beg you to
do it, do it
while I try to run
do it, do it
while I try to run
you don't have to ask
you don't have to ask
you don't have to ask
you don't have to ask
do it (you don't have to ask)
do it (you don't have to ask)
do it (you don't have to ask)
do it (you don't have to ask)
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10. |
Your Alien
03:18
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when I was your alien I didn't know what's right
searching for a warmer beating muscle by my side
instinct must have directed me straight into your arms
everything was way more simple until I brought you harm
but you could have said
you're not alone
and you could have said
you're not on your own
I'm obviously a no one to myself
I can't live without you, how can you sleep
making me see what I don't believe in?
I can't live without you, I can’t live without you
feeding all these little creatures stuck here in my head
they will give me warmth and comfort, that's what you once said
would you stay by my side until I'm able to progress
holding all my broken bones and hopes against your chest?
I'm obviously a no one to myself
I can't live without you, how can you sleep
making me see what I don't believe in?
I can't live without you, I can't
I am alone
I am on my own
but you could have said
you're not alone
and you could have said
you're not on your own
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11. |
Live With It
03:11
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forever
the final pick, it's always down to me
even though I know what it means
I live with it, I live with it
I live with it, I live with it
usually
I'd always smile the brightest of them all
but now I know what everyone thinks of me
I live with it, I live with it
I want to love
until I ask the wrong side of my brain
and then I start to cry because I am free
I live with it, I live with it
I live with it, I live with it
I could care less
about the fear to live and die alone
but that would mean that I am not myself
so I live with it, I live with it
I live with it, I live with it
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KID DAD - Stories of bizarre vulnerabilities told from the perspective of four young guys who met to form the band which combines hard hitting riffs to the melancholy of 90s Grunge with tales of loneliness and self doubt but underlined with raw distorted guitars. ... more
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